I think about suicide every day and I don't know what to do so I don't think that way.?

I wrote something like a suicide note and I intentually let my mom and dad read it and my dad threatned to put me in a ...ummm insayne asylum I guess. And in 8th grade I did this thing about a girl out of a book that was like me but worse... I guess it kinda made my brain think I was that girl...the way I think has gotten worse over the summer...I burned my self and it was hudge...my parents thought it was an accident but erlier today I tould her I did it intentually...I see myself as suicidal and phyco...I guess...if u take the time to read this I thank you and also if u want you can tell me how u lable a person like me...if you lable me rudely I'll report u or wutevah its called anyway thnx for taking the time to read this...bye...- Casper